Personal Journey
Change of path: from finance to the world of spirituality
A true story of leaving a two-decade career to follow an inner calling.
Origins
My name is Yelena Love. I came up with the last name "Love" for my ex-husband, and took it when we got married. I spent the first 23 years of my life in Baku, then followed my now ex-husband to America, more precisely, to the city of Ann Arbor near Detroit. After living in Michigan for 16 years, I went through a divorce and in 2013 decided to start a new chapter of my life in Orlando with my son.
Since childhood, I have been surrounded by esotericism. My mother, who had amazing telepathic abilities and the ability to read cards, became my reliable guide in the world of spirituality. Thanks to her, I repeatedly received warnings about upcoming dangers and avoided many difficult situations. Today, my son and I maintain the same special and deep connection with the spiritual world that I shared with my mother.
As for the professional aspect of my life, I have worked in the financial sector for over 20 years. For the last four years, I have held a leading position in sales in the company. However, at some point I realized that I could not continue to remain in this system, it was time to move on.
A Turning Point
During this period, in addition to the existing difficulties, I had to face problems related to my son. I decided to seek advice from my spiritual mentor. She suggested sending a request to the Universe, claiming that the answer would definitely come. Having decided to follow this advice, I directed my thoughts and energy into space. And so, I came across an interview with Katya on YouTube. Unexpectedly for myself, I felt that I was beginning to feel a deep response to her words.
“I directed my thoughts and energy into space” — a leap of faith that opened a new chapter.
Storm of Transformations
Having immersed myself in studying Katya's materials and videos, I decided to go on a fascinating journey into the world of personal development by enrolling in the "Mastery of Transformation" course, Stream 9. This step for me was not only an opportunity to deepen my knowledge, but also a wonderful beginning of a new stage in personal development.
Despite the fact that since the age of 40 I had a clear understanding that by the time I turned 50 I would deeply immerse myself in spiritual practices, a real storm of deep transformations awaited me during the training process. It was so intense that I had to make a difficult decision — to leave Stream 9, take a break, and continue training with Stream 10.
During this period, I faced:
- I broke up with the man I loved
- I was diagnosed with kidney stones and required medical intervention
- I had an accident
- My friend faced the return of cancer, which she decided to fight on her own, without my participation
This year was a period of severe transformation. My internal state was so critical that the only thing I could do was go to work. Everything happened automatically there, and after work I either smoked to relax and fall asleep, or drank to avoid thinking about what was happening. I could not return to school…
During the training, I not only learned, but also applied what I learned in my work. Although some tasks caused resistance, overall I coped. My mentor was the perfect guide and I thoroughly enjoyed the support I received from her.
Intentions & Inner Work
When I joined the course, I decided to go for the Master package, although I initially started training with the Personal Transformation package. I came to the training with specific requests:
- To restore relations with my son, to take him away from negative company and to improve his health
- Work through the relationship with my father — the hardest part for me
The training on the course was carried out in waves, sometimes creating a real storm inside! Resistance manifested itself periodically: after in-depth training, there was a sharp decline, during which I just wanted to close myself off from the whole world and go into the depths of my consciousness. Then, like a sudden surge of energy, in two days I managed to master a three-week volume of information.
Guided by Mentors
As for interaction with curators, my first mentor was Alexandra Sabeeva, she accompanied me in the 9th stream, supporting me throughout the entire time. We developed a very warm and trusting relationship, and when she left, it was a real blow to me.
My second curator, whom I initially categorically rejected, was Anna Paska. I took Alexandra's departure very hard, and at some point I even thought about giving up on my studies. However, realizing that my goal of helping people is more important than my ego, and given Anna's subtle and gentle approach to me, I decided to continue my studies.
Today I sincerely express my deep gratitude to Anna for her patience, endless love and care.
New Horizons
The course was a complete transformation for me. Having reconsidered my life and environment, I stopped being convenient and useful. Now my relationships with others have become equal and partnership-like.
Today, there are people around me with whom I interact, helping and receiving support. This mutual exchange of energy becomes a real miracle. Previously, I was accompanied by internal fear, but now I enjoy complete confidence and happiness. And this state is my real wealth, which I do not want to change for anything!
Magic happens when we decide to consciously direct our lives in a new direction. A year ago, quitting my job and discovering unknown horizons seemed unrealistic, but today this step has become a source of freedom and endless opportunities.
Thanks to the course, I met people who have become a real family for me. Today, together we are developing a new project “Who am I?”, discovering unknown horizons and bringing our common ideas to life.
Story from the Curator
Lenochka joined me after completing the module "Necessary Basics" with another curator. At the beginning of our interaction, she was going through difficult moments and was under emotional stress. However, despite this, she continued to actively participate in the course, perform practices and regularly attend EFT (Emotional Awareness Technique). Gradually, I noticed and felt how her emotional states changed.
Lenochka became more open and cheerful. Her practical skills as a therapist underwent a significant expansion. And in conclusion, when we had a session with her over the phone, I simply could not recognize her — how much lighter she became and how much she blossomed.
Realizations & Growth
Just recently, I was absolutely sure that the connection with my son was lost forever. However, looking at him now, I realize how deeply I was wrong! On his nineteenth birthday, he admitted that he felt depressed and that it seemed as if my only interest was his grades.
Today, looking into his eyes, I realize that I tried to squeeze him into a narrow framework, not realizing how wide and great he is! Giving him freedom, I saw how he turned from an “ugly duckling” into a “beautiful swan”, emerging from negative states. Now we are walking together towards the Light.
Regarding my father, today I sincerely feel that I love him. Before studying, I thought that I had already overcome all the grievances and complaints against my parents. However, it turned out that I was wrong. All my complaints against the world were actually connected with them.
I quit smoking, although I had been smoking since I was 18, and I stopped drinking alcohol. Gradually my feelings changed, becoming purer, moving to the level of the soul. From this height, many things around me began to change, and my attitude towards people underwent changes. However, the main change occurred in my attitude towards myself.
I have gone through an internal transformation and now treat myself with more understanding and love, which has brought a new level of harmony and peace into my life.
Sometimes there are moments when it seems that the strength is gone and there is no energy at all, but even in such moments there are no bad days. Now I realize that all the power is inside me. If I want to be unhappy and poor, so it will be. However, today I make my choice in favor of happiness and wealth, and life responds to my decisions!
Today & What's Next
I am incredibly grateful that I now have a well-established relationship with my family. The feeling that you are not alone, that my family is always nearby and is walking with me towards the Light, is priceless! In English there is an expression "Me, Myself and I", this expression conveys well that state of inner harmony, filled with integrity and light that I experience.
The presence of my Higher Self above me gives me confidence in any situation. Now I feel much brighter, wider and more stable than ever before. After the training, I realized that I must and can take responsibility for my actions and my happiness. What I started studying for, I received in full!
My immediate plans include finding a specialist to help me manage social networks to promote the project. I also want to deepen my knowledge with Ekaterina and have already signed up for her "School of Channeling" program. In addition, in February I will be traveling to Panama, where I am considering the possibility of moving.